I just had to log on, because today in spite of everything that is going on in my crazy life. my wonderful boyfriend still can make me smile. He is there when i need him, and even when i don't.  he watches out for me, and defends me when its necessary. Even when i was looking down on life, and down on the future, he pulled me out and polished me up, and sat by my side to make sure i got better.  We dont plan on saying for better or for worse in front of our family, friends and GOD. But God knows...he knows that even tho its not on paper, we are always going to be together. 

The love that i feel for this man is completely over whelming to me. I never thought that after my heart was filled with the love i have for my kids, i would have room for a man again in my life. Well, here he came, southern drawl and a nice chest to match, his wranglers and work boots and shirt tucked in his back pocket...He was tan, and sweaty from mowing the lawn. And, i was instantly attracted to him. And he won me over every other way as well. I cant go back to being with out him. He completes me, i complete him.  i love him to death, but i am afraid to say it to him.  i know he feels the same way.  But, its a scary thing.  it really is.  Today he blurted out that he loved me.  But i froze and didnt say it back. i know i feel it. from my head to my toes i feel the love i have for this man. Every couple needs a physical and mental attraction to each other for it to work, if u dont, u will rely on that one thing that attracts you to that person until something better comes along.  Thats what i did....kinda.  But. i am not letting him go.  Ladies, this sexy man is off the market forever.  

Now its about time for me to get off this slow computer (its being mean tonight) and go get in the nice cozy bed with the worlds most wonderful man.

GoodNight<3 God Bless<3